I cant belive in a little under 2 months it will be 3 years. Mommy I cant even explain how much i miss you and would do anything to have you back, I try to inagin how my life would be going if you were still here. I wish you could have had the chance to meet your grandson, he is soo amazing. It kills me to know that he will never get a chance too meet you and know what an amazing mom you were. I dont even remember if i told you i loved you as i was running out the door, but i hope you know that i do, I did, and always will LOVE YOU! All though i fell absolutly redicoulous talking to a stupid computer, but at the same time it kind of helps take the edge off the pain.