Wow. It will be two years in under 2 months. Im still not sure if its hit me yet. I know she is gone buit it seems like any moment she is going to come back. I just wish she could see how good im doing now. I would love nothing more than to have just one more day with my mom. I miss you everyday and mommy. I miss you soooo much. Im sorry for all the horribal thing I did you to and put you through. I just hope you know I love you so much!!!!!